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Kingdom of Heaven
“And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.” –Matthew 16:19
Part I
Castiel
“Inferno” “Paradiso” “Purgatorio”
Part II
Sam
“The Fool” “The Hermit” “The Hanged Man”
Part III
Dean
“Artemis” “Orion” “Apollo”
Part IV
Castiel
“Queen’s Gambit” “Sicilian Defense” “Giuoco Piano”
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playful - Current Music:Who Am I Living For?- Katy Perry
How is everyone? I hope you're all doing well! :D
...I'm in America. I thought we had potty-mouths here?
Also, found a meme to do!
List one thing you like about yourself, anything at all. Comment, and I'll tell you one thing I like, respect, or admire about you. If you're having one of those days where you just can't think of anything nice to say about yourself, that's all right. I just want you to try first at least. <3
ETA: Okay, yeah, I don't know who I was kidding thinking I'd be able to pick one thing about each of you wonderful, wonderful people, so you're all getting a paragraph. :) <3!
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I hope all of you have a wonderful day. Does anyone have any specific plans? I'm making cupcakes! Pink and red and purple and blue. (Yes. Blue.)
<3!!!!!
- chocolate chip pancake breakfast, w00t
- Coffee Shop Guy met me for birthday goodness and bought me a coffee and a cupcake. He is such a sweetheart. I think I'm in love.
- Chris Evans on the pre-game show. OMG FLAILS.
- Family was pretty awesome at setting up a not-so-surprise surprise party
- Friends kidnapped me after said party
- Spent the next from 8pm until now out with them, there was a Monsterita somewhere, someone made cake, we talked about my war/politics/religious army epic fantasy for three straight hours, then there was more talking and I now have no voice.
- The Patriots lost - HAH!
- AVENGERS AVENGERS EVERYWHERE OMG THAT COMMERCIAL GUYS AND CHRIS EVANS
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- I may have declared that I would have Chris Evans' babies but who wouldn't, really?
- I lost a shoe. I lost a shoe. What?!
- I'm spending my morning-after eating chocolate chip waffles and reading/betaing something fantastically awesome.
All in all, a very happy birthday, indeed.
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pleased
(Okay, but if you don't repost, the internet gods won't smite you or anything. Just saying.)
Pick a character I've written/am likely to know about and I will give and explain the top five ideas/concepts/etc I keep in mind while writing/imagining that character that I believe are essential to accurately depicting them.
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contemplative
I hate that feeling.
I hate writing something and knowing what I mean, then re-reading it and doubting myself and editing it probably enough times that the person I'm commenting to is like, "Okay really? Just don't say anything at all." (Or if I were that person, I might say that to myself sometimes. Seriously, it's bad.) I self-edit on the internet so often it drives me insane - and what's really crazy? It's not even like I do it out of fear of offending someone. Not most of the time, anyway.
I just hate the fact that I feel a connection with someone but they can never actually know what I mean because they can't see the way my hands are all over the place while I talk, the many many expressions I make when I'm giving advice or feedback. They can't hear the way I get all huffy when I'm frustrated, or the way I go quiet when something has legitimately moved me.
And so many things so often move me, you guys. I can name at least ten things written or created by everyone on my Flist that've left me deep in thought and staggering in emotional aftermath. Writing is basically taking up a huge section of my soul so when I see something that is genuinely beautiful, I want to take that something and tell its creator, "Look at this, look at this beautiful, gorgeous thing you have done, this is absolutely brilliant, you should be so proud!"
This is honestly the reason that I avoided LJ and the like for so long. Because while I love to share in art of every kind, if I can't properly share my feedback/praise/agreements with frustrations/disagreements with flaws/etc., why bother entering that community at all?
Anyway, my point is: I try to leave feedback on everything I get a chance to see because every single one of you is uniquely and tremendously talented and if I failed to convey that properly at some point due to my communication issues, this is me saying it now.
P.S. Technology hates me and I hate technology. Seriously. I'm all about bombing Skynet. That may also be why I network!fail.
P.S.S. I totally read this three times before posting it, and here I am already doubting and thinking about editing.
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pensive
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Gen, AU from S5 Finale
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~6,680
Disclaimer: Author is making no profit from this fan-made fiction; this is intented for entertainment purposes only.
Warnings: AU, Torture
Summary: Castiel returns to Heaven.
A/N: Again, thank you to
( "Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb..." Revelation 22:1Collapse )
Purgatorio (coming soon)
Master List
...I'll be remedying that today.
ETA: If/when anyone sees the new chapter for Kingdom, please to let me know? <3!
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annoyed
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bouncy
Tell me about a story I haven't written and I'll give you 1-3 sentences of or about it.
PS I hate coding.
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indescribable
...Yes, I am a little sugar high right now. We're baking cookies today.
I hope everyone is having a great day. Especially those of you with your noses buried in the books. You know who you are. <3
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hyper
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contemplative
Title: I Walk Through Your Dreams
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~2,430
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the characters, just playing around with them.
Warnings: Non-explicit dream-sex, unbeta'd
Summary: Castiel dreamwalks through Dean's head. S5-centric.
A/N: Mostly because I had to, also because I wanted to write something with this poem a while back. For
ilfirin_estel, because she has been amazing and there's nobody better to moon over Siken with. The excerpt is from Siken's Litany In Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out.
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Title: Private Show
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Suits
Genre/Pairings: Harvey/Mike
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~1,530
Disclaimer: This is a not-for-profit piece of entertainment for the fans. I don't own them, they're toys from someone else's sandbox that I stole.
Warnings: Umm, tease!Harvey?
Summary: Written for this prompt at suitsmeme. Mike's having a horrible morning, and then he spills coffee on Harvey before an important meeting.
Author's Notes: Many thanks to the lovely
ilfirin_estelfor making sure this looks presentable and not like something I banged out on too much caffeine and too little sleep during the ungodliest of ungodly hours. <3!!!
( When it's all said and done, Mike will look back on the experience and think that maybe he isn't the one to blame, maybe it's all some elaborate and ridiculously Specter-colored means to an end.Collapse )
Title: Army of One
Mixer: AerilexCover Artist: i_like_neon_ice
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Subject: Castiel (sort of a character study through Seasons 4-5)
Disclaimer: Castiel is a character created by Kripke. All the songs used on the mix belong to their respective artists, I'm just pulling them together for my own personal fun. :)
Warnings: N/A
Summary/Notes: Pulled all these together thinking of Castiel's “evolution” through Seasons 4 and 5. You can likely spot undertones of Dean/Cas, but my focus was on Castiel's big crisis of faith and the decisions he made. Many, many thanks and much love to
( Army of OneCollapse )
Download at MegaShare
(password if required: castiel)
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enthusiastic
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Expect girl!Sam sometime.
ETA: Girl!Sam has officially kicked me in the face. There are no tall light-brunette actresses who share similar qualities to Jared Padalecki. As Bobby would say, balls.
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sick
Master List
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sleepy
Title: Have Your Cake and Eat It Too
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Dean/Castiel, Humor
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~870
Disclaimer: Author does not own characters or situations that otherwise belong to Eric Kripke.
Warnings: Mauling of birthday cake?
Summary: It's Dean's birthday and Castiel knows what he would like to do. He fails, only not.
A/N: A gift for
stellamaris99 , just 'cause. :D
( “Your lips are like a scarlet ribbon; your mouth is lovely. Your temples behind your veil are like the halves of a pomegranate.” -Song of Solomon 4:3Collapse )
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hungry - Current Music:Gold Rush- Dragonette
Title: Inferno
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Gen, AU from S5 finale
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~8,190
Disclaimer: This is a fictional fan-made story created for entertainment only. The author does not own the characters or situations. No profit was made by this fanfiction.
Warnings: AU, sort of graphic creepiness
Summary: "His wings have already been scarred by the fury of Hell, so Castiel doesn’t fear the damage he’s doing to them now."
A/N: Many, many thanks, love, and hearts to
ilfirin_estel, who took the time to beta this and help me through the writer's block and basically be the light of my life <3.
This is my S6 AU. This is not a fix-it fic, so to speak. This is me resolving to address issues where I felt the ball was dropped in the show. Will it go differently? Yes. Will I make the most of characters that were brought into the series then let go abruptly and never mentioned again? Definitely. Will it be epically long and plot-twisty and possibly annoying? You bet your ass it will! So. Enjoy <3!
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accomplished
Title: Could’ve Used Post-It Notes (103 Freckles)
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1,200
Disclaimer: Author owns a house and a car and a dog and a kitty, but no characters or situations mentioned here.
Warnings: None
Summary: 152 freckles adorn Dean Winchester’s body since his return from Hell. (Vaguely set during early S5)
A/N: A gift for
tiptoe39 who is awesome and still one of my favorite writers ever <3
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haunty
Title: The Stillness, Chapter 11- The Phoenix
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Balthazar, Castiel, Sam, Eve
Word Count: ~1,805
Disclaimer: I still own nothing you see here.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, but expect highlights from several episodes after
Summary: Dean, Sam, and Balty find what they're looking for.
A/N: I got to use the pretty black suit. :) So happy.
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drained
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: Multiple
Rating: PG, to be safe
Disclaimer: Made for fun, not for profit. I don't own anything.
Warnings: You're fine if you know the general Season 5-6 stuff.
Summary: Kind of self-explanatory.
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contemplative
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Pre-slash, Dark
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~780
Disclaimer: Not intended for profit, only intended for entertainment purposes. Author does not own anything recognizable.
Warnings: Dark, Season 5 sort-of AU, Implied torture
Summary: "Dean is terrified to admit what he wants. Castiel understands, and makes the choice for him."
A/N: I seriously have no idea where this came from, but it seems to have descended from the darker parts of my mind. I don't know if it's going anywhere, either so for now it's a really dark one-shot.
( “He will confirm a covenant with many for one ‘seven.’ In the middle of the ‘seven’ he will put an end to sacrifice and offering. And at the temple he will set up an an abomination that causes desolation, until the end that is decreed is poured out on him.” -Daniel 9:27Collapse )
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awake
Divine: The Series is going to make me crazy. I'm living on teasers and scraps of news. Damn you, Misha Collins, and my compulsive obsessions to observe your prettiness!
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crazy
I'm going to probably be removing Angel Eyes and reposting it as one really long one-shot. It was meant to be one to begin with, I just didn't know where I was going with it. This will be happening within the next few days, as it's nearly finished now.
Kitty-Cas is also almost done, so that will be posted within the next few days as well.
And Idgie keeps insisting on the girl!Cas story turning into a girl!Cas 'verse. Um. So that might happen. Dammit.
That's about all, for now. Just so y'all know what to expect.
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enthralled
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Crowley, Balthazar, Castiel, Sam, Bobby, Eve
Word Count: ~4,150
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you know here.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, but expect highlights from several episodes after
Summary: Dean finally gets to go look for Cas.
A/N: Another awkward chapter break, I apologize beforehand. This one's a lot longer than usual though! Enjoy! :)
Chapter Nine
( “And the Word became flesh, and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, glory as of the only begotten from the Father, full of Grace and truth.” -John 1:14Collapse )
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sleepy - Current Music:Nothing to Cry About- Alli Rogers
Title: Caring for You
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairings: Dean/Castiel, H/C, Wing!fic, Fluff, Always-a-girl!Cas
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~4,010
Disclaimer: Author owns nothing recognizable. This is a fanmade story for entertainment and amusement only, not for profit.
Warnings: Except for girl!Cas, as long as you're familiar with the general plot of S6 you're fine.
Summary: Castiel seeks comfort in familiarity.
A/N: So, I wrote this as a birthday gift for
ilfirin_estel . It was belated. 'Cause I suck. And then I forgot to post it. 'Cause I suck hardcore. So here it is, sorry, y'all.
( "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." - Ephesians 4:32Collapse )
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crazy
Please let me know if anyone has the time! I'd really appreciate it. :D
People are still using fic terms like "lemon" and "lime"???
...I honest-to-God thought that was a middle school thing.
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busy
Title: The Stillness, Chapter 9- The Smoldering
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Balthazar, Dean, Sam, Castiel, Eve
Word Count: ~1,610
Disclaimer: Still own nothing recognizable.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, but expect to see mentions from the rest of the season
Summary: Balthazar investigates and plots. Castiel burns.
A/N: Um. So. I’m back! Sorry guys, had to deal with a little trip to the ER there for a minute because apparently, this year? I’m not supposed to go out-of-doors. I had to visit the ER for an overnight observation due to heat exhaustion a few weeks ago and for treatment around severe sun poisoning/heat exhaustion this time. Sorry for the wait, and the lack of length. The chapters got a little meh on where they wanted to break there for a minute. Enjoy!
Chapter Ten
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sick - Current Music:It's Been A Long Day- Rosi Golan
Hehehe this is fun. :D
The rules:
1) Comment to this and (if you want) I will give you 3(fictional) people.
2) Post this meme to your LJ with your answers.
3) Provide pictures/text descriptions and the names of the 3 people.
4) Label whom you would shag, marry and (push off a) cliff.
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amused - Current Music:Glycerine- Bush
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Sam, mentions of Bal and Bobby, Castiel, Eve
Word Count: ~2450
Disclaimer: Yeah, nothing at all is any different from before. I still don’t own the boys. Wish to hell I did sometimes, though. They’d be in much safer hands and, y’know, wouldn’t have to worry about losing everything/everyone they love all the damn time.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, but expect to see mentions from the rest of the season
Summary: Dean and Sam find something. The Mother initiates the next phase of her plan.
A/N: So, my Latin is a little rusty. Not gonna lie, even after taking eight courses between high school and college that crap just flies out of your brain when you move onto a different language. So please forgive the roughness to the Latin here. I intend to come back and correct it once I check with my old Latin tutor.
Chapter Seven
( “Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt.” -Daniel 12:2Collapse )Chapter Nine
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complacent - Current Music:Diamonds on the Inside- Ben Harper
“That isn’t funny, Dean.”
“Aw, c’mon. You gotta let me finish. It’s a little funny.”
- Finish otline for Kingdom of Heaven
- Finish girl!Cas fic if at all possible
- Work on Stillness next chapter (and continue feeling good about how badass Eve is)
- For God's sake, come up with a workable plot for Kitty-Cas...
- Stop stop stop browsing Castiel vids and reading favorite fics for the 40th time.
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creative - Current Music:He Won't Go- Adele
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yucky
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Balthazar, Crowley :D, mentions of Cas (of course) and other angels
Word Count: ~1170
Disclaimer: No, I still don't own anything recognizable.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, but expect to see mentions from the rest of the season
Summary: Balthazar searches for Cas and enlists help.
A/N: Um. Nothing to say, really.
Chapter Six
( "But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in You." -Psalm 39:7Collapse )
Chapter Eight
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content - Current Music:Tell Him the Truth- Keri Hilson
Title: The Stillness, Chapter 6- The Mother
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Castiel, Eve, mentions of Dean
Word Count: ~1485
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, mentions of occurrences from 6x15 onward, wing!torture
Summary: Castiel and Eve talk.
A/N: Sorry this took so long… I wasn't sure how much I wanted Eve to reveal just yet, and I didn't want to rush. (Also, now that Dean and Balthazar have started it's been hell getting them to stop in my mind). Meh. Enjoy.
Chapter Five
( "The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down." -Proverbs 14:1Collapse )
Chapter Seven
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exanimate - Current Music:Evening Rain- Moby
Title: Former Things
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Dean/Castiel, Angst, H/C(-ish)
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~2,810
Disclaimer: Not making any profit off the characters and no, I don't own them.
Warnings: None so long as you're familiar with S6
Summary: My own take at fix-it fic from 6x22. Beta'd by
c00kie- thank you so much <3!!!
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gloomy - Current Music:Run- Leona Lewis
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creative - Current Music:Obsession- Frankie J
Title: The Stillness, Chapter 5- The Seeking
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Balthazar, Dean, mentions of Cas and Sam
Word Count: ~2015
Disclaimer: Yeah, no. I don’t own any of them. If I did, well…yeah.
Warnings: AU from 6x15, mentions of occurrences from 6x16 and my own version of the rest
Summary: Balthazar shares the news with Dean. Dean tries to be nice.
A/N: I really have nothing to say for this, or anything. Just that I hope everyone can enjoy…
Chapter Four
Chapter Six
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anxious - Current Music:Firefly- Breaking Benjamin
<3s and :)s to all.
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exhausted - Current Music:Used To- Daughtry
Title: Never Gone
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre/Pairing: Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1320
Disclaimer: I’m not playing in my sand box, I’m just doodling with it.
Warnings: Fix-it from 6x20
Summary: From a prompt by
A/N: Yeah, it sort of got away from me.
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crappy - Current Music:Behind Blue Eyes- Limp Bizkit
Author: Aerilex
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Gen, Friendship/Pre-slash
Rating: PG
Characters: Cas, mentions of Dean, Sam, Bobby, and Bal, Eve
Word Count: ~1600
Disclaimer: I still don't own any of them.
Warnings: AU from 6x15
Summary: Castiel is summoned.
A/N: This took awhile because I was struggling with what I wanted to feature next, and then I was struggling with the emotional fallout of 6x20. Blah. So, sorry for the wait. I'm not sure about posting this to the Dean/Cas comm, since Dean isn't directly involved...ah, well. Enjoy!
( "Return to your fortress, O prisoners of hope; even now I announce that I will restore twice as much to you." Zechariah 9:12Collapse )
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aggravated - Current Music:Grenade- Bruno Mars
- Thu, 14:19: Spotlight by Taryn Manning stuck in my head during morning run. Great song, but repetitive after the 8th time you hear it in your head.
- Thu, 15:18: Man, I just realized I write too damn quick and skim over it too damn quick. Gonna have to work on getting a beta.
- Thu, 16:57: Been effectively pen-blocked by a phone call from my mother. Gotta go to work, will write in a few hours.
- Fri, 01:27: Well this hasn't been my best vacation. Worked twice and still haven't done much.
- Fri, 01:28: I want to write pianist!Cas...perhaps AU?
- Fri, 01:41: Now, do I do established D/C or pre-D/C?
- Fri, 02:12: Okay, yeah. Pianist!Cas is totally happening.
- Fri, 12:10: My Supernatural DVR cache is located amidst a pile of my mother's soap operas at her house. I find this amusing.
- Fri, 12:20: Pianist!Cas is still lingering about my brain.
- Fri, 12:33: Speaking of Cas, I totally dreamt that he was sitting with me eating candy. He kept inscribing Bible verses on the insides of the wrappers
- Wed, 14:59: Giving thought to a Dean/Cas Hug Community.
- Wed, 15:03: Holy fuc--um. Just signed into Tumblr and actually saw that I'm being followed by like, one of my top fave authors EVER. #squee
- Wed, 15:08: *Fic author. Sorry, I'm not on Tumblr a lot lol. I should get on there and add the rest of my favorites. But that would take a long time.
- Wed, 15:18: Actually. I should start working on my Tumblr follows now. Who on here has one?
- Wed, 15:23: Wow. My stupid list is up-the-wall effing CRAZY.
- Wed, 15:33: O hai phobia of holding small children. Nice of you to show up when my nephew comes to visit!
- Wed, 15:40: Small heads terrify me with their fragility.
- Wed, 15:59: Okay. Back to contemplating a Cas!hug Comm.
- Wed, 16:38: Dear Brain, please to quit finding new ideas hidden in your nooks and crannies. I am trying to write my WIP. Love, Lexi
- Wed, 16:42: All right. Apparently Wing!fluff to follow.
1. Forever or Never- Cinema Bizarre (which so recently bonded itself to a vid in my head, greeeeat)
2. What Do You Want From Me- Adam Lambert (yeah, first two are from makeup wearing artists. Ask me if I care, lol)
3. Sorry- Daughtry (Cas' S6 Theme Song)
4. Angel's Tear- Celestial Aeon Project (this 'group' is an artist who makes his music available via Myspace; downloadable there)
5. Hero- Skillet
6. The Fight Inside- Red (Cas' S4/S5 Transition Theme Song)
7. Tangled Up In You- Staind (D/C...I think 2014!Verse, yeah)
8. Dance with the Devil- Breaking Benjamin
9. Here By Me- 3 Doors Down
10. Save Me- Staind
11. Crashed- Daughtry
12. Everything- Lifehouse
13. Whispers in the Dark- Skillet
14. Outside- Staind
15. Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
16. Never Will I Break- 3 Doors Down
17. Saviour- Skillet
18. So Far Away- Lifehouse
19. Everything Changes- Staind
20. Kryptonite- 3 Doors Down
21. Already Over, Part 2- Red
22. Angels Fall Down- Skillet
23. My World- 3 Doors Down
24. Move- Thousand Foot Krutch
25. Blow Me Away- Breaking Benjamin
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musical - Current Music:What Have We Become- Daughtry